| Visiting hours are from 9 a.m. to 8 p.m. at "Elliot Hills" Mental instutuion.... |
[entries|archive|friends|userinfo] |
|
| quite pathetic.... |
[Dec. 30th, 2005|06:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  COME TO MY PARTY!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my pissed off voices | ] |
::dials number::..........ring................ring................ring..........ring..............::click::
::dials number::..........ring.................ring..................ring...........rin::click::
::dials number::.........ring..............ring..................ring............ring.......you have::click::
::blocks number::....::dials number::......ring.....ring.....Hello?.....::hangs up on douche::
Happy B-day to me huh...... |
|
|
| and one more thing....stolen from adgie... |
[Dec. 27th, 2005|11:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  god i need to do something.... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hedwig - Wig in a Box | ] |
The Year 2005:
[P E O P L E]
1. Best friends? Tammy, Kimmie, Alana, 2nd best freinds: Jay-jay, Adgie, Alex
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? Hahaha...right...
3. Lost any friends? duh...
4. Gained any friends? yeppers...
5. Met a new good friend? Tammy-kins
[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country? went out of my mind...
2. Moved? nope
3. New school? yes actually....
4. How many times on an airplane? I had like 12 plain bagels this year...does that count
[Y O U]
1. Have you changed? definetly...every year i change a hella lot
2. New look? i guess
3. Any new additions? an inch or two to my....uh....moving on
4. Biggest conflict this year? going to a pysch ward...
5. Most depressed time this year? look above...
[L O V E]
1. Did you fall in love? alittle....
2. Did you get heartbroken? cha...
3. Who was your summer love? no one...
[S E A S O N S]
1. Favorite Season? fall...everything begins over again...and everything dies again...
2. Least favorite season? Spring...too muggy...
3. Good birthday? hasnt happened yet...sucks to have it at the end of the year...
4. Any snow this year? yes surprisingly
5. Highest temperature? like 110....it was a bad summer in jersey
[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]
Snuck out- lied about who i was hanging out with...
Met a person who will change ur life- too many this year
Kept your resolution- probably but lost it most likely
Got arrested- no but i was locked into a hospital for 2 weeks
Had a first something-....yea
Drank Alcohol- hahaha yea
Smoked - yes actually....meh...i dont look cool doing anything
Did anything illegal- i must have...
Kissed a boy/girl- yah....meh
Had a crush- yeppers...
Liked someone who didn't like you- every year theres one...
Lost a family member- yea actually.....
Got bad grades- who doesnt..
Got suspended- im not that bad
Moved states- nadda
Got a myspace- yeah.....for like....two years now...
Learned an instrument- kinda...ive been strummin a guitar lately...
Started a band- no but i already have our name...Ammonia Abortion
Spent over 1 million dollars- probably....
Went streaking- in my bathtub...
Done something- probably not
Kept a secret- i cant....
Told a secret- yea....
Done something you totally regret- i do things i shouldnt have done but i dont regret shit...
Changed your view on things- yea for the worse...but its all in a funny way...i have a negative attitude with a positive energy..... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Dec. 27th, 2005|11:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  moooooooo..... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 30 seconds to mars - attack | ] |
my baby cousin nicky is too fucking cute.......sorry...i had nothing else to update on....
and....
ROSCO!!!!!!.....dumb adourable gay puppy..... |
|
|
| 175....they said if you saw more than 70 your a loser....so wat am i... |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|07:53 pm] |
(1) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(2) Grease
(3) Pirates of the Caribbean
() Boondock Saints
(4) The Mexican
(5) Fight Club
(6) Starsky and Hutch
(7) Neverending Story
(8) Blazing Saddles
(9) Airplane
(10) The Princess Bride
(11) Young Frankenstien
(12)AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(13) Napoleon Dynamite
(14) Saw
(15) White Noise
(16) White Oleander
(17) Anger Management
(18) 50 First Dates
(19) Jason X
(20) Scream
(21) Scream 2
(22) Scream 3
(23) Scary Movie
(24) Scary Movie 2
(25) Scary Movie 3
(26) American Pie
(27) American Pie 2
(28) American Wedding
(29) Harry Potter
(30) Harry Potter 2
(31) Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
(32) Resident Evil I
(33) Resident Evil 2
(34) The Wedding Singer
(35) Little Black Book
(36) The Village
(37) Donnie Darko
(38) Lilo & Stitch
(39) Finding Nemo
(40) Finding Neverland
(41) 13 Ghosts
(42) Signs
(43) The Grinch
(44) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(45) White Chicks
(46) Butterfly Effect
(47) Thirteen Going on 30
(48) I, Robot
(49) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(50) Universal Soldier
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(51) Along Came Polly
(52) Deep Impact
(53) KingPin
(54) Never Been Kissed
(55) Meet The Parents
(56) Meet the Fockers
(57) Eight Crazy Nights
(58) A Cinderella Story
(59) The Terminal
(60) Dumb & Dumber
(61) Dumb & Dumberer
(62) Final Destination
(63) Final Destination 2
(64)Halloween
(65) The Ring
() The Ring 2
(66) Harold & Kumar go to White Castle
(67) Practical Magic
(68) Chicago
(69) Ghost Ship
(70) From Hell
(71) Hellboy
(72) Secret Window
(73) I Am Sam
(74) The Whole Nine Yards
(75) The Day After Tomorrow
(76) Child's Play
(77) Bride of Chucky
(78) Ten Things I Hate About You
(79) Just Married
(80) Gothika
(81) Nightmare on Elm Street
(82) Sixteen Candles
(83) Coach Carter
(84) Bad Boys
() Bad Boys 2
(85) Joy Ride
(86) Seven
(87) Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
(88) Identity
(89) Lone Star
(90) Bedazzled
(91) Predator I
(92) Predator II
(93) Independence Day
(94) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(95) Darkness Falls
(96) Christine
(97) ET
(98) Children of the Corn
(99) My Boss' daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
() Best Bet
(100) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(101) She's All That
(102) Calendar Girls
() Sideways
(103) Mars Attacks
(104) Event Horizon
(105) Ever After
(106) Forrest Gump
(107) Big Trouble in Little China
(108 ) X-Men
(109) X-2
(110) What Women Want
(111) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(112) Catch Me If You Can
(113) The Others
(114) Freaky Friday
(115) Reign of Fire
(116) Cruel Intentions
(117) The Hot Chick
(118) Swimfan
() Miracle
(119) Old School
(120) The Notebook
(121) K-Pax
(122) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(123) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(124) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(125) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
(126) The Fifth Element
() Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
() Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
() Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
() Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
() Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
() Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi...
(127) Troop Beverly Hills
() Swimming with Sharks
(128) Air Force One
(129) For Richer of Poorer
() Trainspotting
() People Under the Stairs
() Blue Velvet
(130) Sound of Music
(131) Parent Trap 1
(132) Parent Trap 2
() The Burbs
(133) The Terminator
(134) Empire Records
(135) SLC Punk
() Meet Joe Black
(136) Nightmare Before Christmas
(137) The Silence of the Lambs
(138) Red Dragon
(139) Haniball Lector
(140) Sleepy Hollow
(141) I Heart Huckabees
() 24 Hour Party People
() Blood In Blood Out
(142)- League of Extrodinary Gentlemen
(143) - The Perfect Storm
(144) SWAT
(145) Blue Streak
(146) Drumline
() paycheck
(147) shrek
(148)shrek 2
(149)sleeping beauty
(150)happy gilmore
(151) billy madison
(152) big daddy
(153) moulin rouge
(154)zoolander
(155)cheaper by the dozen
(156) a knights tale
(157) monty python and the holy grail
() without a paddle
(158) princess diaries
(159) princess diaries 2
(160) history x
() national treasure
(161)remember the titans
(162) saving silverman
(163) saving private ryan
(164)matrix
(165)matrix reloaded
(166) matrix revolution
() radio
(167) ray
() million dollar baby
(168) its a wonderful life
(169) rush hour
(170) rush hour 2
() cellular
(171) charlies angels
(172) charlies angels full throttle
() house of wax
() what a girl wants
(173) scooby doo the movie
() christmas with the kranks
174) a christmas story
(175) Legally Blonde
() Legally Blonde 2 |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|12:17 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  spoiled little whore i am | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing...silence....washing machine | ] |
bill-eh got a 5.2 megapixal camera with printer....i hope its one of those printers you just hook up to your camera...because i dont feel like hooking it up to my damn computer....but yea....and i got that i-pod...and a charlie and the chocolate factory dvd.....and uh...a straightener......and uh....i hope my brother got me those comic markers from pearl.........and i have no idea what my brother TJ got me but...i just might be something good this year....he has a job...and hes happy.....better get me something good that motha fuka...and uh....alana got me a american eagle cap which is hawt looking on bill-eh....if tammy finds it before x-mas ill be getting POP3.....and uh...something of course from adrienne jay and kimmie....which kimmie swears ill love both my x-mas and b-day presents....which leads me to think that she got me a vibrator for a little ZING!!!.....and... uh.....uh.....uuuhhhh....i got jay a fall out boy cd.........and i know she finds them ok...but i swear jay-jay...when i get to the mall after x-mas....im going to find you Witching Hour......because giving you a burned cd is just....not very x-masie.....oh and uh....i know adrienne will love her present....i hope she doesnt have it already.....uh....got alana her nose plugs and more nose rings.....uh...tammy got devil may cry 3......i got my sister a quasdilla maker.....dont ask...she wanted it....my brother a neon light thingy....my other brother a water proof cd player you can hook up to the shower wall....uh...daddy...something crappy probably...and mommie....i dunno...ill just ask my dad to get her like a couple books or a barnes and noble gift card.......or just clothes....uuuhhhh....hmmm.....wat else......i have no idea wat im getting for my b-day.....alana said shes going to order me those resident evil 4 figurines....(action figures....but they're really detailed and good...shut up)....tammy get me DDR EXTREME 2 for gamecube....im going to buy myself a PS2 and me and tammy are going to buy soul calibur 3 and possibly that new DBZ boudakia game....jesus christ......im a spoiled mofo.........BUT DONT WORRY....i might die before x-mas if it makes any of you feel better....my van driver crashed into a parked car so...who knows......damn.....5 more days to x-mas...wait....wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday,....yea 5 days....i should really be doing some Jean homework...but.....meh...ill just do it in bob's class.....i dont care much about his class anywho.....and.....uh...hmmm.....i love my puppy wuppy....he was just having a dream...so i yelled at him to shut the hell up....then he wagged his tail and came over by me....i swear some dogs are really really dumb..... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|04:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  JIMANEY CRICKET!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | oh god oh god | ] |
oh god
oh god
oh god
oh god
oh gaaaawwwd......::cleans up:: |
|
|
| stolen from kimmie poolata |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|04:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  moooooo..... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ladytron | ] |
1. Are you wearing shoes? vans....but no socks....eww...
2. Whats the third letter in your name? L...
3. How old is your pet(s): roscoe....uh.....7 years and some on months...
4. What color is your backpack?: camoflauge
5. Are you sick?: mentally i have aids and cancer.....i was a gay platonimum factory worker........from the 80's
6. Where do you go to school?: Holmstead....for the mentally jerkoffs
7. Is the bathroom open?: basement...yes....1st floor....91 year old aunt sleeping on the toilet...2nd floor....dunno
8. Are you on a laptop?: cha...no
9. Are you watching MTV? i cant see the tv
10. Are you smiling?: who smiles on the computer...
11. Do you have on eyeliner?: not now...but its still early
12. Is it early?: wat do you mean by...early
13. Are you blonde?: once...
14. Do you have a myspace? i wish the pope would get one....
15. Are you in high school? only a year and a half left baby....
16. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: by then end of winter im gonna have bagged me one....
17. What is your favorite name? Cornwallis
19. What color is your bathing suit?: uh....green yellow floral print...abecrombie.....such a poseur
20. Does your school start in august?: hahahaha......no
22. Have you ever been on a cruise?: i have cruise control on my non-existing car
23. Do you have a sister? mood swing suzy....
24. Are you upstairs?: opposite..
26. Do you have a friend named alex?: a couple...
27. Does your name end with a Y?: sometimes...
28. What was the last thing you said: "GOD DAMN IT!!! THE CHICKEN ISNT GOING TO FIT IN THE FUCKING FREEZER!!!"
29. Are your ears pierced?: soon....
30. Do you own a digital camera? by next week...
31. Do you live in florida?: god never...
32. Do you like florida?: its too muggy and men in the northern east are really better looking...
33. Ever had sushi? yah...not a big fan but its good...
34. Are you listening to rock at the moment?: dunno how to describe it...
35. What color is your chair?: red...i think.....eww...
36. Where'd you get your pants?: from a random homeless man...
37. Do you type with your feet?: huh..
39. Are you tired?: just really really bored...
40. Do YoU wRiTe LiKe ThIs?: do i look like a dumb bitch..
42. Do you like being in relationships?: depends on the person...
44. Are you "Fake" at times?: im always myself....but being myself seems really fake at time....
45. Is Alcohol Bad for the Soul?: for the liver yes...but the soul?.....wat are you on crack...
46. Are you bored?: cha...
47. What time is it? 4:19
49. Chocolate or Peanut Butter?: i like them but not together....i hate peanut butter in candy...
50. How many kids would u like?: one....
51. Own a necklace?: a few..
52. What is your computer's brand? Compax....they also make tampons
53. CDs or Cassette? i buy cds then make them into mp3s
54. Ever been through or to Detroit?: no...ive only been in this country....
55. Seen all of the American Pies? the first one...funny...second one...giggled a couple of times..third one.....wheres the bullet..
56. Been to the movie theatre the past month?: nope...sad
57. Like someone?: possibly later
58. Ever been on a plane? never...
59. Been to a concert in the past month?: uh...no
60. What color is your toothbrush? im too tired in the morning to care wat color it is... |
|
|
| stolen from that girl with too much chocolate..... |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|12:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | i need some sleep | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ladytron - All the way | ] |
1. Taken a picture naked? hahaha....ive taken a picture of my penis...does that count...
2. Painted your room? ive drawn on the walls
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? well thats common for me but i once made out with a girl....yea...it was icky
4. Drove a car? someday probably.....meh
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yea for a couple of minutes until it breaks from me jumping into it....
6. Ever had a crush? my whole freshman year
7. Been dumped? no i do the dumping
8. Stole money from friend? i make my freinds just buy me stuff....manipulation at its best
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? a couple times i think
10. Been in a fist fight? i always bite
11. Snuck out of your house? no but i always lie about who im hanging out with....
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? freshman year
13. Been arrested? no...i do the arresting
14. Made out with a stranger? ive made out with people that i just met
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? gawd i hate single dates...especially when they bring their freinds along without telling me....fucking jew
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yea but they have bad memory and think i did
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? i have ugly neighbors
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yah sleep
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? i cant sleep in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex...we just dont sleep......i actually had to sleep on the floor just so i wouldnt be tempted in the middle of the night
20. Seen someone die? i hate when people say yes to this and we all know they havent
21. Been on a plane? i see them in the sky all the time, does that count
22. Kissed a picture? i made out a magazine.....
23. Slept in until 3? ive slept till later
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? who the hell doesnt
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? jersey...its more like watching smog killing birds
26. Made a snow angel? i hate snow so much....
27. Played dress up? haha all the time...
28. Cheated while playing a game? i let people know up front that im going to win just because im going to cheat....i always win at games....
29. Been lonely? nah....im never lonely with a crazy mind like mine
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? chyea.....it sucks when you wake up and realize that you in school....
31. Been to a club? the he-man woman haters club.....see...now im gay.....
32. Felt an earthquake? my grandma fell once...does that count
33. Touched a snake? i throw them.....its funny....
34. Ran a red light? no but i once ran a green light
35. Been suspended from school? hahaha...3rd grade...
36. Had detention? bunch of freaking times
37. Been in a car accident? cha....but nothing seriouse......i only had to go to therapy for three months
38. Hated the way you look? majority of the time
39. Witnessed a crime? is being a jew a crime....
40. Pole danced? i pillar dance.....its kinda hard
41. Been lost? first day at tech
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? i hate the west....
43. Felt like dying? not really....just always wanted to run away
44. Cried yourself to sleep? no...i usually stop before i go to sleep
46. Sang karaoke? i suck at it
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? im still a virgin......SHUT UP KIMMY!!!
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out ur nose? not a beverage but i laughed so hard i burst a blood vessal and blood poured out of my nose......it was so worth it too....
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? caught a snowball in the face
50. Kissed in the rain? anyone who says they've done that....is a liar
51. Sing in the shower? all the damn time
52. Made love in a park? who ever says they did this is either a liar or a slut
53. Had a dream that you married someone? i had a dream i slept with a married man
54. Glued your hand to something? hahaha...i glued glitter all over my hands once....now im gay
55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? got my mouth stuck on some sort of pole...
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? one time i mooned a kid in the 1st grade.....does that count
57. Been a cheerleader? ive laughed at them....that counts right
58. Sat on a roof top? its the greatest place to be by yourself....or contimplating on killing yourself
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? once for a damn month....man....i looked mexican
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? no but once the movie is over i get freaked out
61. Played chicken? those damn trains never stop
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? ive taken showers with my clothes on....damn i was an insane child
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? he told me he had candy...
64. Broken a bone? yesh
65. Been easily amused? if dead babies is easy....then def.
66. Laugh so hard you cry? ive laughed so hard that i stop breathing for a while
67. Mooned/flashed someone? i peed on my sisters bed when she was in it....god i was a fucked up child
68. Cheated on a test? no...i just get the F....cheating on tests is too stressful
69. Forgotten someone's name? hahaha...all the time...
70. Slept naked? lots of times.....i hate summer
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? ive gone skinny dipping in a bath tub.....that counts....i think
73. Blacked out from drinking? too much mountain dew will do that too you
74. Played a prank on someone? little kids are so damn gullible...haha....your parents are terrorists....
75. Gone to a late night movie? maybe....i dunno
76. Made love to anything not human? my hand....like....everyday...maybe twice
77. Failed a class? tons of times
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? stupid rooster.....then spit in my eye....pssh...ill spit right back at you....just to let you know thats an innuendo
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? look above for the innuendo
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? im too paranoid to
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? fireworks are great....espeacially when drunk...stupid neighbors garden gnomes....they had it coming
82. Thrown strange objects? ive thrown tantrums for strange reasons....
83. Felt like killing someone? alot more than just killing people....
84. Thought about running away? all the time
85. Ran away? i never have enough money too
86. Did drugs? eh...weed....and a bunch of drugs my doctors give me....now i dont chew on the furniture
87. Had detention and not attend it? hahaha.....if you miss one more time mr.mockler....you'll get 12 DETENTIONS...
89. Made parent cry? hahaha many times
90. Cried over someone? not over someone but something they did....
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? sharpies never get me happy enough by smelling them....i need magic markers
92. Dated someone more than once? ehhh.....not sure
93. Have a dog? i love my gay dog....but i dont accept him for his way of life....
95. Own an instrument? innuendo
96. Been in a band? Ammonia Abortion......
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? hahaha more than that...damn
98. Broken a cd? i gnawed on one until it couldnt be used anymore
99. Shot a gun? do paint ball guns count....if no....many times
100. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours? add a 2 before the 5 and then we'll be talking.... |
|
|
| how can you be fake gay..... |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|04:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  rushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ladytron-international dateline | ] |
im sorry but i need to get this off my chest.....
HOW PATHETIC COULD YOU BE IF YOU ARE A FLAMER POSER!!! I cannot stand ugly fags who think that since they shop at short hills and wear dior that their fashionable....babe.....designers make mistakes...and your wearing one.....i cant stand when people then think, since they dont know any other gay people in the world, that gays are all like that. I myself know my fair share of flamers, but the difference between the one im dealing with now is that the flamers i knew.....WERE ACTUALLY GOOD AT IT...when they wore designer clothing...it looked good....when they werent wearing clothing....they looked good......im sick of people who have to define themself as GAY and nothing else.....i cant stand when i have to hear someone with the most ANNOYING VOICE KNOWN TO MAN....i cant stand when someone is so ugly and extremley fat and think their hot.......WHO GAVE YOU A SELF-ASTEEM SEMINOIR....and who ever did was needs to be killed......its sad when someone cant be their fucking SELVES.....WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.....i mean.....for christ sake......you only want to be defined as gay....BUT YOU SUCK AT IT.....YOU ARE WHAT GAY BASHERS LOVE!!! THIS IS WAT THEY ALL THINK WERE LIKE......im sick of it.....its disgusting...and i have to see it everyday.......i have to HEAR it everyday.....i have to hear ABOUT IT everyday.......sometimes i wish that someone would just get a grip on reality and just........i dunno......be themselves.......im sorry but i thought i knew annoying gay people before.....but dear god......this is like....beyond what my mind can take......jesus christ.....unless you wear makeup and a dress...you have no reason to sound or act like that......and since your totally ugly and far beyond overweight....you should wear makeup and a wig with a dress......it might suit you....since being yourself doesnt work......and im sorry...but even when you where nice clothes......it looks totally awful on you.....i didnt even think armani exchange made shirts that big.......fucking totally unfourtunate looking fag wannabe......
its hard to be yourself when there is so many fakers out there......and people only think you can be a certain way unless you act a certain way.......im gay...i dont need to skip around and talk about cocks every three seconds.....i dont need to pretend im so fucking rich and that i buy designer all the time to fit in......i dont need to mention every time i had sex just to reasure people that im actually GAY.....
and what really pisses me off is when close freinds are freinds with people like this.....its like.....i understand the real THEM......but for christ sake......there so fucking fake.....
i really dont know where this came from.......but if your going to hate me because i wouldnt let you suck my cock.....then your more pathetic than i thought you were the first time i met you..... |
|
|
| lots and lots of stuff..... |
[Nov. 29th, 2005|11:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing...just the voice in mah head | ] |
blaaaaaah.....im so....tired...but not...maybe im just bored......its wierd....one day ill kick ass in ninja gaiden.....and the next day im being killed by simple enemies like soldiers or other inferior ninjas.......that game is too damn hard....but i found my gameboy...you know...the one i threw out up until i found it....im so happy....because i dont want tammy buying me a new one.....i want her buying me something better.....grrr...i love her......like......i dunno....alot....moo cow......im gonna move to florida my summer before college to live with tammy.....shes going to florida next year....::cries::...she was supposed to go in january because shes was supposed to have a half year because she was a senior last year but she missed like 50 something days......but she decided to stay because of alana and me....awwww.......and she has big boobies......and her puppy nas (who is like 6 years old) is the cutest toy poodle in the world....i shall kidnap it....and books too...unless bookies gets all pmsy like she got when i was petting her then she started scratching and biting my finger.....damn kitten.....but other than that....uh...hmmmm......mommie doesnt know i didnt go to school today...and she will never find out....EVA.....but im going to school tomorrow definetly.....i missed two days this week and two days last week...thats 10 days ive been out this year adding the other 6 days.....im such a bad child....but if my bus doesnt come tomorrow im not walking in the rain.....but i will walk to starbucks and back home.....but walking there and back is the equalivance of walking to school.....hmmm...maybe ill just go to starbucks and then walk to school....i wanna go play some more golden sun...i need to find the charger for my GBA.....hmmm.....oh and my mom found my porn and she goes WAT IS THIS!!!....and she picks up the 99 bannanas ive put on top of my porn....all she had to say is DONT DRINK BEFORE YOU GO TO SCHOOL....since my oldest brother has porn everywhere i guess she doesnt care that i have it either....that and i said would you rather me go out and have sex all the time and not use these.....and wat else...uhhh......uh....meh.....i want my gamecube back.....gawd...now i really have to kiss ass to my father....that and do good in school...i better get it back before x-mas......oooh cant wait for mah camera and possibly ipod....not sure if even want one......meh....i always say that but then after i get my chance to get one i always want one....meh...i dont want the nano though...they're too small...ill definetly lose it...i just want a mini....that will do me good.........and im definetly buying DDR mario mix.......that and if i have enough money from b-day and x-mas ill buy a ps2 and a couple of games....most likely RE4.....thats kinda sad......but i also wanna get the new DBZ boudaki game....it looks really really pretty....OH AND TOTALLY SOUL CALIBUR 3....i cant wait to create my own character...hehe.... |
|
|
| I love tuesdays.... |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|04:10 pm] |
laughingbuddy90: hey
laughingbuddy90: youre on the cover
laughingbuddy90: of the CD
laughingbuddy90: DVD* rather
eLLioTFeTiSH: really....gawd i meant to get taken off of that
laughingbuddy90: haha it looks fine dont worry ;-)
eLLioTFeTiSH: but refresh mah memory wat dvd would this be
laughingbuddy90: we just got it in the mail
eLLioTFeTiSH: we....ahh...your a cult
laughingbuddy90: im sorry
laughingbuddy90: what?
eLLioTFeTiSH: go on
laughingbuddy90: its a DVD of the lead america conferences apparently
laughingbuddy90: i havent watched it yet
eLLioTFeTiSH: really....oh man i was so drunk when i did that
eLLioTFeTiSH: hey babe introduce yourself or something
laughingbuddy90: wait
laughingbuddy90: who is this!?
eLLioTFeTiSH: who is this....
eLLioTFeTiSH: you imed me....random......super hero person who gets DVDs in the mail
laughingbuddy90: iom sorry i mistook your sn..its really similar to someone elses
eLLioTFeTiSH: really i want their sn
eLLioTFeTiSH: tell me it
laughingbuddy90: um no?
eLLioTFeTiSH: but i need to harrass them for having a sn like mine
eLLioTFeTiSH: and having their minors talk to me and such
laughingbuddy90: its not identical
eLLioTFeTiSH: but people still mistake me for mister...uh.....rupublican dvd man
eLLioTFeTiSH: or something along those lines
laughingbuddy90: ok
eLLioTFeTiSH: DONT GIVE ME THAT SHIT WHORE!!!
eLLioTFeTiSH: you like stepped in the world...well...my world
eLLioTFeTiSH: well...its still THIS world but
eLLioTFeTiSH: your now gonna have trouble understanding such things.....
eLLioTFeTiSH: your rabid SICK LITTLE MONKEY!!!!
eLLioTFeTiSH: HOW DARE YOU!!!
laughingbuddy90: im sorry
eLLioTFeTiSH: oh its quite alright dont worry about it
eLLioTFeTiSH: now run along to grandmas house
eLLioTFeTiSH: she needs her insulin or she will die of a diabetic coma
laughingbuddy90: ok then ill ttyl
eLLioTFeTiSH: its better for your mental health that you dont
eLLioTFeTiSH: you crack smoking SHIT EATING WHORE FROM SOUTH PATERSON NJ!!!! |
|
|
| DONT YOU KNOW ME!!! IM THE NEW BERLIN WALL!!!! |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|09:36 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | No Doubt - Plantinum Blonde Life | ] |
you will love my icon....YOU WILL LOVE MY ICON!!! EVERYONE WILL LOVE MY FUCKING ICON BECAUSE IM INFATIUATED WITH IT!!!!
that and i dont want to go to school anymore....... |
|
|
| My myspace ABOUT ME entry |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|09:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | platinum blonde life-no doubt | ] |
i was quite productive when i wrote this.........
I am the ugliest cutest person you will ever know...i am the funniest annoying person you will ever know...i am the most talented hack you will ever know.....i am perfect and a mistake....i am everything and nothing.....you will either love me or hate me...those in the middle really dont know my name.....those who hate me know im a loser...those who love me think im the greatest.....those in the middle.....really dont know my name....im gay but im not gay.....women are beautiful creatures...men are there for sex.....i could fall in love with a woman easily....but never fuck her like i would a man.....if it were legal...i would slit everyones throat that ever made fun of me...it hurts.....and they deserve to die....im not quite RIGHT in the head....but what genius is.....what artist is.....what god is.....i have a myspace out of boredom....i like decorating it......i love murder...i love horrfying images...its all art to me.....and myspace is the most horrifying thing i have ever come upon.....hundreds of thousands of peole FLOCK to it...many CLAIM they hate it but become slave to it.....these scene emo things are funny...how hollow must you be to NAME personality.....fuckers....people might say HE'S ONLY WRITING THAT BECAUSE HES THINKS HES AN INDIVIDUAL EVEN THOUGH THERES LIKE A THOUSAND PEOPLE JUST LIKE HIM!!....well...there isnt...because i killed them all...and ate them....thats why right now im fat and must walk off the fat by walking to school everyone GOD DAMN MORNING.......please.....people who have ACTUALLY seen me in person say YOU DONT LOOK LIKE YOUR PICTURES....well NO SHIT....why would i put realistic ugly pictures of myself on here.....people call me ugly...it hurts....but then i realize im better than them in EVERY POSSIBLE WAY.....im pretty sure ill be famous one day.......not that rich...but definitly famous......well....i think im done...... ps....i will not add you as a freind....no matter what....so dont bother..... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|12:19 pm] |
|
My brain is so chemically imbalanced right now....its like a hurricane just crashed right into to.......everything is falling apart again and i need to get help...ONCE AGAIN...i guess i was dumb to just get off my meds like that...i hate having my eyes open...i reallly hate being here....i dont want to go to school....i dont feel like doing anything to be honest......ive gained so much damn weight and im still eating....if i dont get help soon then im just going to burst....blah.......i wish i can just run-away....maybe i should just join a cult or something..... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|07:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | no doubt-platinum blonde life | ] |
...and thats all i have to say. |
|
|
| HEE-HEE-HAW!!! |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|01:43 pm] |
Went to cousins party with tammy...thats about it....cant wait till monday.....pimping it out...me and tammy......bitch slapping our pumpkin....while sean and ashleys pumpkin will probably be covered in sex lotion, used condoms and candle wax........then im gonna drop application off to ben and jerrys....and next weekend ill probably be sleeping over tammys the entire time.........maybe go to newyork or something...if we get that bored and have enough money....moo face.....i just called jay jay...but jay jay was all.....biotchy.....so bill-eh like...hung up on her....i noticed that alot of people have been acting like total whores toward me......hahaha.....mostly like old freinds and shit...oh well.....life moves on and i know im better than them all...
and for all them haters out there....get another hobby.....because you's all poseurs anywho.... |
|
|
| HALLOWEEN WEEKEND.....part Uno... |
[Oct. 29th, 2005|01:41 pm] |
School was school...yeah...no one cares about school.....6:11 came by and i left for ashleys house where i would meet Kyo Seashly (sean and ashley meshed together because their always on top of each other.....extreme eskimo kissing) and seans freind marco who had really crappy makeup trying to look like the crow....sheea....well...before i got to her house i picked up an application at Ben and Jerrys (becky nor vicky were there, but i think this hot cashier hitted on me when i asked for the app.)
so bill-eh gets to ashley where im greeted by her grandpa and her 3 tiny ass annoying dogs....but their cute..i guess......time goes by.....i see kyo....happy....play DDR...suck horribly at it.....tammy comes..me and tammy become TAM-LEH....but bill-eh had really bad B-O because he played too much DDR.....then we played the Naruto game and i kicked EVERONES ASS and was happy....other stuff happened but wasnt that you know...memorable......me sean and tammy had a pillow fight...then ashley died during the process...sean raped her dead body...i brought her back to life to fight for me...but wound up eating mah brains......yeah...well.....then tammy and i went home and she slept over.....and...yeah...other stuff happened...we slept....yea....more tomorrow.... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Oct. 28th, 2005|03:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | wat ever heather has on her myspace... | ] |
tonight...billy is going to DDR party...then is going to cousins party...then is going to mall and movies..then is going to beat everyones ass in the pumpkin carving contest on monday in school...then thrusday billy has a half day and no school on friday...most likley will be in morristown with lesbian lover the whole time...billy....is yet STILL FUCKING DEPRESSED...billy needs some jay-jay juice....and p.s.....guess wat morbidly obease person is going around telling people i got fat....bill-eh knows hes fat....bill-eh tells people hes fat.....so why must OVERLY fat people go off and say it...IM NOT SOME SELF ASTEEM CHARITY CASE...TALK SHIT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER HO'S.....hahaha....
bill-eh = t3h hawtness of WORLD DOMINATION |
|
|
| Dear Father.... |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|04:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | stick the phone up your ass... | ] |
This entry will be based upon a hypocritical, sad little man that doesnt know how to take his tiny pathetic dick out of my mother before he....well....you get the picture. FATHER....for Im forced to call you.....do you really think that yelling and making petty threats are going to MOTIVATE ME IN LIFE....all their going to do is motivate me to RUN THE FUCK AWAY....really....do you know ANYTIME that you yelled and threatened and made fun of your kids and it actually HELPED THEM!!!....you wonder why your kids are so fucked up....you oldest son is 25 and is still living at home....you other son wants to go to school as far as he can...your daughter used to be constantly afraid of you until she finally told you off...in which your small dick shriveled up even more into a little maggot.....your son youngest son CONSTANTLY wants to kill you in your sleep.....i cant stand until i get out of here....yells at me because im doing bad in school already.....why.....BECAUSE SCHOOL IS HARD FOR ME...THATS WHY I GO TO A SCHOOL THAT TRIES TO HELP ME WITH THESE PROBLEMS.....but what pisses me off is that he says ME AND YOUR MOTHER TRY SO HARD TO GET YOU INTO THIS SCHOOL......wat the FUCK....my father didnt do shit...my mother did EVERYTHING......if my mother screamed at me i would say....i deserve that...and most of the time i do...but not from him...the lazy asshole fuck face doesnt give a shit about anyone but his T.V. and his personal image......wat a loser.....can not....WAIT.....until i get the fuck out of here......telling me i cant use the phone.....FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.....hes so lucky im used to this shit....if i werent he would already be missing a damn hand.......JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I HATE BEING ALIVE....ITS ALL HIS FUCKING FAULT TOO....YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT SUCKS TO HATE BEING ALIVE AND HATE THE PERSON THAT BROUGHT YOU INTO THE WORLD.....its living someplace that you hate because of some asshole put you there and you have to LIVE there with them.....ive trained myself to stay away from these people by not communicating with them......i try to stay in my room all day.....when will i get a fucking job...cant wait to get a job...its like being paid to stay away from someplace YOU HATE.........eck...fuck cananda..... |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
elliot_rape_me's journal
crushed